情緒

人總有來情緒的時候，
可是我真的不是很明白，
為什麼我總是來情緒？

很想找個人聊聊，發洩，
可是完全不知道自己是哪裡不對勁了。
該說什麼？也沒有一個對象能說。

我很好奇，是什麼導致今天的自己？
老爸說過，心中有所不滿不去表達時，
很快就由最初的幾張薄紙變成一大本厚厚的書，
想要撕卻不知道怎麼撕，從哪裡開始撕起。

看我的體積就知道我內心也堆積著很大很厚的一本百科全書，
我卻不知道這本百科全書記着什麼，
該怎麼應對毫無對策。

沒有信心，過於自卑，過於情緒化，太過好勝，輸不起，
太多負面的自己，
我、要、瘋、了！

不要勉強。。。

夜深了你還不想睡

你還在想他嗎?
你這樣癡情道底累不累
明知他不会回來安慰

只不過想好好愛一個人
可惜他無法給你滿分
多餘的犧牲他不懂心疼
你應該不会只想作個好人

哦算了吧 就這樣忘了吧
該放就放 再想也沒有用
傻傻等待 他也不会回來
你總該為自己想想未來

你總是心太軟 心太軟
獨自一個人流淚到天亮
你無怨無悔的愛著那個人
我知到你根本沒那麼堅強

你總是心太軟 心太軟
把所有問提都自己扛

相愛總是簡單 相處太難
不是你的 就別再勉強

不是你的 就別再勉強

不是你的 就別再勉強

不是你的 就別再勉強

A tough day

Today I am having my second subject's midterm.
I would like to say, I did prepare well.
Yet, I did an unforgivable mistake,
I did wrong on my exponential smoothing.

I am quite confident on paper this morning,
It is not really as tough as what seniors told me,
yet, I think I am careless.

That particular carries a lot of marks,
I just threw the free marks.
I am sad, seriously.
As, I did hard work on it.

After mid term this morning,
I was staying in the library,
did preparation on my accounting quiz at coming afternoon.

And yet, it is not really a tough work.
It is talking on cost control.
But seriously I am not in my condition,
since I had been influenced by my careless mistakes this morning.

It ends up I screw up my accounting quiz as well.
I am sad, seriously.

I am having money and banking mid term tomorrow,
This is the subject I worry a lot,
I had a hard time with it just now.

I therefore closed my textbook,
went for a bath and had bible study.

I am currently at Judges Chapter 11,
I am encouraged a lot as God never left Israelites even though they did evil in the eyes of Lord again and again.

I felt so depressed this whole day,
Yet, I should know that Lord is my strength,
It is the truth that will never change.

I should always remember there is hope in Lord,
I will strive hard,
I will fight for joy : )

Ehmm...time flies...

Well...sitting at the lab of Segi...
Just waiting the time to reach for my.....MIDTERM...
Emm...half an hour to go.... (since when I always use the symbol ... ?)

It has been more than a month I din't write my blog,
Due to my I pad can't proceed on the particular website for blogspot...
And ya, I have been left my dearest Compaq laptop to stay alone for almost a month as well.

No worries, assignment time start next month,
I will surely fall in love with my laptop again.

Back to the topic,
TIME FLIES.
Ya, I am a twenty years old girl tomorrow,
Nothing special, life still moves on.

But thanks God for HIS almighty love,
There are TONS of turning points in year 2012,
I hope I can keep it up,
do my best in whatever perspective,
and sleep less, eat less, fat less,
more love in God, more money to go for travelling, more time to study, more beautiful!(but it seems impossible=.=)

Lol, I know I just spend my time here.
Well, going to go for midterm for Production &Operations Management.
God Bless, as there are ten chapters,
and seem like I give up already!
All the best!